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These are lyrics, writings, poetry, etc that I like. I have tried to give credit to the author when known, but if any of this writing is yours and you want it removed please let me know and I will remove it. Thanks!


A Beautiful Poem

I don't know this person, but I saw her beautiful poem on another website... I hope she doesn't mind that I pasted it here.

The Power of Thin by Daniella Rodriguez

Sharp bones jutting from my skin.
This is what I am,
Showing you all that's within.
Light as a feather floating on air.
You look at me with disgust,
but that doesn't mean I care.
I look down on you and your gluttonous ways.
For I can last without food for days upon days.
Soon enough I'll die and go where I belong.
But for now I'll just prove to you that I'm that one that's strong.
Touch me and I'll break.
I'm as fragile as glass.

Fortunately, for me my pain will not last.
I'm climbing higher and higher on the stairway to success.
Soon I'll show you once and for all
that I can be the best.
I have been denied the truth
through every one of your lies.
And because of what you've done to me
I'll never be satisfied.
Cleansing my body of all these impurities,
when I am done I can finally be at ease.
As the numbers go down and the days grow longer
I can feel myself becoming stronger and stronger.
I fear the scale and I'm afraid of the mirror.
Never have I been able to see the world so much clearer.
I am awaiting my solace
while I drown in my pain.
When this is all over
the power of thin I will gain.

Anonymous Poem

I don't know who wrote this, I saw it on another website and thought it was absolutely eloquent.

The Image

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who’s the fattest of them all?
Who’s the saddest girl you see
Is that imposter really me?
How you sigh when i appear
Too heavy for the light of you,
i wish that i could disappear
From all i can’t deny to you.
Far gone the days when i was best
So long ago i passed the test.
Those photos are another girl,
Who once was thin and owned the world.
The years go by us page by page
The tears we cry just rearrange
The shattered pieces of our hearts
Until our image falls apart.
i wish that i was who i was
The growth i’ve done inside - it shows
my new reflection gives me pause
The truth hides under bigger clothes.
i am not sick
i am not well

my self esteem is shot to hell
To food and fate I’m such a whore
i do not *like* me any more.



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"mother anorexia make me streamlined make me modern make me clean make me fluid make me flawless make me high how did i ever find keys to this madness keys to this sadness badness in me how did i ever get running on light running on fright tightness and tightness in me it's so serious father anorexia make me graceful make me bloodless make me bright make me mobile make me fearless make me white how did i ever get terribly efficient when i'm deficient dish is empty how did i ever get all that i wanted when i am haunted daunted and taunted in me it's so precious i'm running on the speed of light and it feels so delicate"


MISS WORLD
By Hole

I am the girl you know can't look you in the eye
I am the girl you know so sick I cannot try
I am the one you want can't look you in the eye
I am the girl you know I lie and lie and lie
I'm Miss World
Somebody kill me
Kill me pills
No one cares, my friends
my friends
I'm Miss World
watch me break and watch me burn
no one is listening my friends
yeah
I made my bed i'll lie in it
I made my bed i'll die in it
Cute girls watch
As I eat ether
Suck me under
Maybe forever
My friends
I made my bed i'll lie in it
I made my bed I'll die in it
I made my bed i'll cry in it
I made my bed i'll lie in it
I made my bed i'll die in it
my friends
i am the girl you know can't look you in the eye


Wasted
Black Flag


i was so wasted
i was a hippie
i was a burnout
i was a dropout
i was out of my head
i was a surfer
i had a skateboard
i was so heavy man,
i lived on the strand
i was so wasted
i was so f**ked up
i was so messed up
i was so screwed up
i was out of my head
i was so jacked up
i was so drunk up
i was so knocked out,
i was out of my head
i was so wasted
i was wasted.




Suicidal Failure
by Suicidal Tendencies

father forgive me for i know not
what i do i tried everything but i'll
leave it up to you i don't
want to live, i don't
know why i don't have no
reasons, i just want to die (chorus)
i'm a suicidal failure,
i've got to get some help
i have suicidal tendencies
but i can't kill myself i'm tired
of this way of life, my patience
has expried i'm barely just 20 but
my life i will retire i went
down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun
i point it at my head
but i couldn't get the job done (chorus)
i took all my mother's sleeping pills
i jumped off a freeway bridge
i drank three kinds of poison
and drove my car off a ridge
i beat myself with a bat
put a noose around my head
i overdosed on heroin
but i'm still not dead (chorus)
death may not be the answer
it can't be all that great
but me i'm not into living with life
i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning
i think that it will be fun
i want to start my second life
now so shoot me with your gun (chorus)
i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really
bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal
then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal
at the game-suicidal at my school
-suicidal at the bar-suicidal
suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal


WANT AN ANARCHY
By Anti Flag

they call the us a free country well,
it's not and you know it
it's nothing but facism, capitalism,
and fear they're lying and we're
crying out to everyone here we can
fight back we can fight back
they're got us bowing on
our knees we can stop them
we can fight back we want anarchy!
we won't take no we
won't take we want anarchy!
we will fight back we will fight back
can't buy a beer, can't buy cigarettes
but i can die fighting for that freedom
that freedom that they're taken away
we can fight back the taxes-every time
you buy a beer you fuckin' pay
them you give them all your
money while you drink your life
away if we are all united we can
take back our lives while they stand
divided we can fight them and their
laws if we get up off our knees we
can show them that we are
people we can take back this "free"
country we can have an anarchy
there is freedom for all people
they contradict this everyday there are laws
against the cubans there are laws
against the gays there is freedom
of religion we can choose any of
them all but the christians rule this
country and the priests are above the law



"I lay down on the bed in the dark, touching the bone basket of my ribs, the bone bird of my hips... I will not eat cakes or cookies or food. I will be thin, thin, and pale. I will be pure and empty. Weight dropping off.

99...95...92... 90.

Just one more to 89. Where does it go? Where in the universe does it go?"

Wow. More numbers. I love watching numbers. I checked my scale 4 times today and felt my hip bones more than I can count.

87...85...83...80.

God, I love this game; the numbers game. I love coming back from college and hearing about how much weight I've lost; how good I look now.

79...77...74...70.

Dave tells me I've lost so much weight that pretty soon I'll be beating the boys off with a stick. I don't want boys -- but what about girls? Will they soon be chasing after me? Will I finally go to bed NOT alone? I've never had a real relationship -- never. It either lasted a week or was online. I'm so alone.

68...66...63...

I love the number game. I love any game. Hide and seek, tag. Today I ate McDonalds fries and went for a mile and a half walk.

60...59...55...50.

Thinner ---- thinner ----- THINNER! Until I am "Mr. Bones"

"You're only popular with anorexia, so I turn myself inside out in hopes someone will see" Tori says. How true is that. No popular girls I know are fat -- "Oh beauty is only skin deep" you argue, says the people who have never grown up under 5'5" and over 200 lbs -- who have never had someone break into their lockers and had weight-loss ads pasted to the inside walls, covering it.

49...45...30.

Almost there. Until you've been in that situation - AND popular.. loved.. don't speak to me!!!

29...25...20...19...17...16.

It's a numbers game I love -- piercings, golf, and weight. The smaller the number the more you win. I want the smallest gauges and the smallest hips. I want to look good in a swimsuit.. I want to be able to look good in a bikini. I want...

15...13...10...8...6...5...4...3...2...1...

Zero.