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Misc Clips
These are lyrics, writings, poetry, etc that I like. I have tried to give credit to the author when known, but if any of this writing is yours and you want it removed please let me know and I will remove it. Thanks!
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A Beautiful Poem
I don't know this person, but I saw her beautiful poem on another website... I hope she doesn't mind that I pasted it here. The Power of Thin by Daniella Rodriguez Sharp bones jutting from my skin. This is what I am, Showing you all that's within. Light as a feather floating on air. You look at me with disgust, but that doesn't mean I care. I look down on you and your gluttonous ways. For I can last without food for days upon days. Soon enough I'll die and go where I belong. But for now I'll just prove to you that I'm that one that's strong. Touch me and I'll break. I'm as fragile as glass. Fortunately, for me my pain will not last. I'm climbing higher and higher on the stairway to success. Soon I'll show you once and for all that I can be the best. I have been denied the truth through every one of your lies. And because of what you've done to me I'll never be satisfied. Cleansing my body of all these impurities, when I am done I can finally be at ease. As the numbers go down and the days grow longer I can feel myself becoming stronger and stronger. I fear the scale and I'm afraid of the mirror. Never have I been able to see the world so much clearer. I am awaiting my solace while I drown in my pain. When this is all over the power of thin I will gain. |
Anonymous Poem
I don't know who wrote this, I saw it on another website and thought it was absolutely eloquent. The Image Mirror, mirror on the wall Who’s the fattest of them all? Who’s the saddest girl you see Is that imposter really me? How you sigh when i appear Too heavy for the light of you, i wish that i could disappear From all i can’t deny to you. Far gone the days when i was best So long ago i passed the test. Those photos are another girl, Who once was thin and owned the world. The years go by us page by page The tears we cry just rearrange The shattered pieces of our hearts Until our image falls apart. i wish that i was who i was The growth i’ve done inside - it shows my new reflection gives me pause The truth hides under bigger clothes. i am not sick i am not well my self esteem is shot to hell To food and fate I’m such a whore i do not *like* me any more.
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"mother anorexia make me streamlined make me modern make me clean make me fluid make me flawless make me high how did i ever find keys to this madness keys to this sadness badness in me how did i ever get running on light running on fright tightness and tightness in me it's so serious father anorexia make me graceful make me bloodless make me bright make me mobile make me fearless make me white how did i ever get terribly efficient when i'm deficient dish is empty how did i ever get all that i wanted when i am haunted daunted and taunted in me it's so precious i'm running on the speed of light and it feels so delicate"
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MISS WORLD By HoleI am the girl you know can't look you in the eye I am the girl you know so sick I cannot try I am the one you want can't look you in the eye I am the girl you know I lie and lie and lie I'm Miss World Somebody kill me Kill me pills No one cares, my friends my friends I'm Miss World watch me break and watch me burn no one is listening my friends yeah I made my bed i'll lie in it I made my bed i'll die in it Cute girls watch As I eat ether Suck me under Maybe forever My friends I made my bed i'll lie in it I made my bed I'll die in it I made my bed i'll cry in it I made my bed i'll lie in it I made my bed i'll die in it my friends i am the girl you know can't look you in the eye
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Wasted Black Flag
i was so wasted i was a hippie i was a burnout i was a dropout i was out of my head i was a surfer i had a skateboard i was so heavy man, i lived on the strand i was so wasted i was so f**ked up i was so messed up i was so screwed up i was out of my head i was so jacked up i was so drunk up i was so knocked out, i was out of my head i was so wasted i was wasted.
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Suicidal Failure by Suicidal Tendencies father forgive me for i know not what i do i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you i don't want to live, i don't know why i don't have no reasons, i just want to die (chorus) i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself i'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried i'm barely just 20 but my life i will retire i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done (chorus) i took all my mother's sleeping pills i jumped off a freeway bridge i drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge i beat myself with a bat put a noose around my head i overdosed on heroin but i'm still not dead (chorus) death may not be the answer it can't be all that great but me i'm not into living with life i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun i want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun (chorus) i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal at the game-suicidal at my school -suicidal at the bar-suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal |
WANT AN ANARCHY By Anti Flag they call the us a free country well, it's not and you know it it's nothing but facism, capitalism, and fear they're lying and we're crying out to everyone here we can fight back we can fight back they're got us bowing on our knees we can stop them we can fight back we want anarchy! we won't take no we won't take we want anarchy! we will fight back we will fight back can't buy a beer, can't buy cigarettes but i can die fighting for that freedom that freedom that they're taken away we can fight back the taxes-every time you buy a beer you fuckin' pay them you give them all your money while you drink your life away if we are all united we can take back our lives while they stand divided we can fight them and their laws if we get up off our knees we can show them that we are people we can take back this "free" country we can have an anarchy there is freedom for all people they contradict this everyday there are laws against the cubans there are laws against the gays there is freedom of religion we can choose any of them all but the christians rule this country and the priests are above the law
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"I lay down on the bed in the dark, touching the bone basket of my ribs, the bone bird of my hips... I will not eat cakes or cookies or food. I will be thin, thin, and pale. I will be pure and empty. Weight dropping off.
99...95...92... 90.
Just one more to 89. Where does it go? Where in the universe does it go?"
Wow. More numbers. I love watching numbers. I checked my scale 4 times today and felt my hip bones more than I can count.
87...85...83...80.
God, I love this game; the numbers game. I love coming back from college and hearing about how much weight I've lost; how good I look now.
79...77...74...70.
Dave tells me I've lost so much weight that pretty soon I'll be beating the boys off with a stick. I don't want boys -- but what about girls? Will they soon be chasing after me? Will I finally go to bed NOT alone? I've never had a real relationship -- never. It either lasted a week or was online. I'm so alone.
68...66...63...
I love the number game. I love any game. Hide and seek, tag. Today I ate McDonalds fries and went for a mile and a half walk.
60...59...55...50.
Thinner ---- thinner ----- THINNER! Until I am "Mr. Bones"
"You're only popular with anorexia, so I turn myself inside out in hopes someone will see" Tori says. How true is that. No popular girls I know are fat -- "Oh beauty is only skin deep" you argue, says the people who have never grown up under 5'5" and over 200 lbs -- who have never had someone break into their lockers and had weight-loss ads pasted to the inside walls, covering it.
49...45...30.
Almost there. Until you've been in that situation - AND popular.. loved.. don't speak to me!!!
29...25...20...19...17...16.
It's a numbers game I love -- piercings, golf, and weight. The smaller the number the more you win. I want the smallest gauges and the smallest hips. I want to look good in a swimsuit.. I want to be able to look good in a bikini. I want...
15...13...10...8...6...5...4...3...2...1...
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