"I don't care if it hurts...
I want to have control...
I want a perfect body...
I want a perfect soul....

"My only hope is that I am slowly dying.  My only wish is that it would happen sooner . .  "
Heaven Is:

Getting on the scale and seeing that you've lost 5 pounds in 3 days.

Wearing a size you've never been able to fit into before.

Hearing someone tell you how thin you're getting.

Going all day without eating and not feeling hungry or sick.

"An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person"

Hell Is:

Making someone you love cry

When you can't even make yourself puke

Starving for days and not seeing the scale budge

When it's sunny and beautiful outside and you're holed up in your house, wearing your nightgown, too depressed to even open the curtains.