My List of WHY

Why Do I Need So Badly to Be Thin?

Because no one takes me seriously at this size.

Because I'm not "impressive"

Because I'm sick of feeling jealous of girls with nice bodies

I feel like CRAP, ashamed and weak after eating

My thighs, butt, stomach, arms and hips will be slimmer

Other girls will want to look like me and look up to me

I'll look like a model or actress, or at least like a really beautiful exotic woman

I won’t get so hot and sweaty on hot days

I'll be able to climb stairs without feeling like I'm going to die

I’ll rake in compliments

My stomach is disgusting and I have the body of an old fat woman even though 26 year olds are supposed to be young and firm

Starvation makes me stronger and better than everyone else

People will talk about how skinny I am

I'll have so much more energy and be a "super woman"

Clothes will look better on me and I'll be able to buy all kinds of cute little clothes

Self-denial shows strong will power

I’ll feel light as a feather and pure

It proves I'm not addicted to food like everyone else is

People will be concerned about me

It’s more healthy and athletic

I can run on sheer mind power alone

Vitamins will be more rapidly absorbed

It shows how well I can take care of myself

It will show that I can rise above all the shit I've been through and make myself a better person

I wont feel guilty or embarrassed because of my weight

I'll stop traffic

I will be FAT if I eat today. I can put it off just one more day

I dont NEED food

Fat people cant fit everywhere--I can't fit in many seats

My tits and flab hang over booth tables in restaraunts because I'm so big, I don't fit

People would be able to pick me up without struggling

I'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding me back

People will remember me as "the beautiful thin one" "that girl who lost so much weight"

If someone has to describe me, they'll say "oh she weighs like 100, 110 lbs" --she used to be REALLY big but now she looks GREAT!

People will want to get to know me, not laugh at me and walk away

People wont whisper and laugh behind my back about how fat I am

Starving is an example of excellent willpower

I will be able to see my beautiful, beautiful bones

When I lie down I'll be able to feel my rib and hip bones again!

Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on my bones like a parasite

If I eat then I'll forever look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto and trailer-trash hookers on Jerry Springer

The models that everyone claims are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection, are any of them fat? NO

Too many people in the world are obese

People who eat are selfish and unrealistic, weak and stupid

Only desperate losers are attracted to fat women

Fat women act like sluts because they desperately need to feel desired. I don't want to be that girl

Anyone can have "inner beauty" but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out

I'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider

Only thin people are graceful

Slap a fat person and you see a shockwave ripple over their skin. Thats disgusting!

Do you want people to say "for gods sake get off me youre crushing me!!!" or "you are sooo light" ???

Underweight aka perfect body

Ballerina? or beanbag?

I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds

I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints

I want to starve off the parts I dont need. They're ugly and they drag me down

Nothing can't be fixed with hunger and weightloss

Saying "no thanks" to food is saying "yes please" to THIN!!!

Fat people are so huge, yet people look away from them as if they dont exist--have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton

Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

Is food more important that happiness in life? I think not!

Eating is conforming to everyone else's expectations

When you start to get dizzy and weak you're almost there

Hunger is your friend and it wont betray you like food

Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy

Anorexia is my secret weapon

Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes

I want to be beautiful. Beautiful is skinny.

I want to be the girl the men look at without even knowing me and say "I think I'm in Love"

I want to get "lookies" when I walk into a room

I can control myself

I don't need anything but myself.

Ana shows me what great things I can do that other people can't and it makes me feel proud.

I do not want to have to shop in the "plus" section anymore

I want guys to look at me and think 'she's hot'

I want to look nice for special occasions and wear sexy sophisticated clothes

I do not want to have to wear baggy clothes to cover up my layers of flab.

I'm tired of all my jeans being so tight they hurt me

When I shower I do not want to look down at my feet and see flab.

I want to be able to wear normal bras--not T shirt sized sports bras